Posted 1 week ago

Untitled Interlude

Does she think about me, like I think about her
I wonder, yeah I wonder
And it might not be right
But every night, can’t control it
I tried to push her out my mind
But she walks, so sexy, right back in
And I’m lost again
With all these thoughts in my head
Of us in that bed
But I can’t think like that
Can’t calm down, can’t relax, just can’t
I want to let go, but she’s all I know
Wonder if she feels the same
Even though she’s with, someone else……

Posted 2 weeks ago
No more pain, no more games, no drama, no more in my life……
MJB
Posted 1 month ago

About Me…….

I’ve made mistakes
I’ve lost my way
I’ve made my choices, just like you’ve made
So many things I wish I hadn’t done
But this is life, there’s no rewind, for anyone
Beat myself up when I know I shouldn’t do it
Had my regrets, I’ve really been through it
But I woke up today
I have another day
So why complain, if I’m not trying to change
I was so young
I was too dumb, I would do anything to have stopped what I’ve become
The bitterness, the tears I shed
Those parts of me that were alive that I left for dead
Just a sinner, that needs to be saved
Just an iron shell, with inner pain
All of the strife, all of the fear
All of the ones who used me, through all these years
But I’m still here, past won’t erase
Have to accept all the decisions I made
Have to forgive myself
Live another day
Really start to believe the words that I say
Regain my mind
Regain my life
Try to make all these wrongs, into a right

Posted 2 months ago

Just a dream

She’s the answers to my questions
The hope to hopelessness
She’s a memorable kiss
On my lips
I confess
A perfect explanation
To the confusion in my heart
I want her to be my ending
I want her to be my start
Her beauty’s doing something
I’ve never seen before
If she keeps knocking at my soul
I’ll have to open the door
She’s what I don’t deserve
But I’m happy that she’s here
And I can hold her in my arms
Without any fear
She’s……..a dream

I look at the alarm clock

8:15 a.m.

Hmmm……maybe one day

Posted 2 months ago

Let me be “honest”

Left sitting here and thinking way too much about what I’m gonna do
The ways I could make you, feel the pain I feel
To try these pills and talk to shrinks can’t even complete the sentence
The pain is overdue, almost can’t be real
Then you claim you could understand and we could be, “family” now
Why do you think I’ve been so distant from your “help”
When I really need you no one made the time
You never did
So all the sudden you’ll fix a problem on my shelf
Surprised you even recognize me anymore
The little kid that was depressed and saw what wasn’t there
I made my own mistakes, that I admit but had no part of this
I’m not about to believe someone that MIGHT care

Posted 2 months ago

Mental

Would you care about me
if I lost my mind
Even think about me
if my thoughts weren’t right
Ain’t no need to watch me
you never have the time
You could run from me
so I’m never in sight
Ask too many questions
but I have to know
Confusing recollections of a broken soul
Would you still love me
if a part of me was gone
If you wanted to leave me
would it be so wrong

would it be so wrong

would it be so wrong…….

Posted 2 months ago
jeffreywhitedreaming:

It is called commitment. You know she is the best thing that has ever happened to you. 

Truth

jeffreywhitedreaming:

It is called commitment. You know she is the best thing that has ever happened to you. 

Truth

Posted 2 months ago

My crazy hair

Posted 2 months ago

Let the beat drop (slakenyc.com)

Posted 2 months ago

Personal Intervention